I Don’t Want to Say Goodbye

I don’t want to say “goodbye.”
It’s nothing personal.
I don’t want to say “hello,” either.
I’d rather come and go
without the ceremonial recognition of
one another’s presence.

I don’t want to say “good morning,”
and “good night” seems especially grotesque.
Contractual obligation has crossed our paths,
but the meeting of minds sours when politesse
is expected to sweeten the duress.

I’d prefer not to nod my head–
whether up or down–
nor raise my brow in recognition
as we make our daily rounds.

I am intentional about my relationships.
I do not make friends with passersby.
There is a finite amount of air in the world.
I will share mine only when I choose.

But to Sleep and Feed

“I just called to let you know I failed my test
So I’m giving up.
I probably won’t finish my papers.
I think you’re an amazing teacher.
But this has all been a waste of time.”

You needed to call me
To say I’m amazing at what I do–
And what I do is waste time.

There was nothing
In eight weeks of instruction–
Brainstorming. Writing. Revising.
Interrupting my explanations.


In all that
You found nothing worth your time.

I hope it was worth more than mine.